Red red wine

Hello there!  How is it going?  I am feeling a little good right now from this red wine so this one will be short and sweet.  I am in Minneapolis St. Paul, MN for work but I am not technically doing much work.

I miss my husband.  I don't like being away from him like this.  I thought that having these little breaks from my trips would be great for us in the beginning of our marriage (and I know it is) but when I am officially sleeping away from him, I feel like I am missing a huge part of me. I love him so much.  He is sooo right for me.  I would be a fool to ever question it.  I know he is good for my soul.  He is so great.  I hope he gets everything he ever wants and needs in life. I want so much from him.  I hope that he wants that much and more for himself.

I know that he feels the same for me.  In fact, I should probably be eating my words.  I can not tell you how many times a day my husband tells me I am beautiful, cute, and sexy (he believes in the power of repetition).  My instinctive response is to say nope (I too believe in the power of repetition).  Why do I always do that? My insecurity is the answer.  Damnit Fish!  My Fish just gave me the answer.  I am with her now doing this PTW stuff.  Anywuzzle, what is my problem?  I need to get over myself.  I refuse to accept these things as if it makes me seem vain or something.  But what consequence will I face from accepting these things about me or just simply saying thank you?  The beauty police will come out immediately and fine both my husband and I for our transgressions...

My Fish really helped me out today.  She ministered to me.  I am not sure if she is aware of her powers but she is a powerful being sent here from Heaven to help many lives. As am I.  When will we truly let go of ourselves and embrace our path.  Who knows?  We are in our 20s and it's hard to see past them.

Anywho, I am sure there is much more I can type but I don't want to drag this out too long.   I was thinking about how I committed to blogging everyday this year but I don't want to limit myself to one entry a day.  I am adding the ability to blog more than once in one day to my blogging commitment. I think it will be good for me.  Especially since my life seems to change so much in one day.  I have so many topics I want to discuss here and talking about how my day went everyday isn't necessarily one of them. Gonne hit the sack soon.  Don't have to wake up early tomorrow but I would like to talk to my husband for a spell.  Have good sleepies!

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