I have reached a place where I feel like I can finally work on this love issue with my husband. Having the space between us lately has been great for me. I hope it has been great for him. I am not sure what will happen between us but I know I am done worrying about things that have not and may not come to pass.
Living is my present is so important to me. As I continue to do this more light is shed on the root of my troubles with my husband and the relationship. I know feel more emotion toward my actions and the way they have affected Luis. I have done many things to hurt him and he has done many to hurt me. While our feelings are valid, they do not shape the way we should treat one another.
We have a lot to clean up in order to ensure that we fulfill the spiritual contracts we made with one another. Neither one of us has the right to walk out on the other person while there are still many things to learn. I know we haven't finished learning from one another. The thing about all the pain is what we have to get passed. We have to stay focused on our goals. We have to continue to have our hearts open to one another. This does not mean we we carry out a romantic relationship. What we have is much more important than that. Boarding for Tokyo now. I will get back to you on this.
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