Wanderer

Maybe I'm meant to roam. When I want something don't I always want it? Let's think of things I wanted at some point in time but didn't want anymore. 

My ex. 

I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. Insert shit in the middle and then boom, I'm done. 

Pork Chops

I really use to love pork chops. Maybe I still do but I don't eat them anymore. 

Chocolate Milk

I drank it for the first few years of grade school and the I just couldn't stand it anymore. 

Marrying Cookie

I wanted to get married to him and there was some initial excitement. All the while there was this sneaky feeling of not really wanting to be married. We all know how that ended. 

Going to California

I swear if one more person asks me if I am excited then I'm going to lose my shit. I finally analyzed why that is:  I'm not excited. In fact, I've dreaded the work that will go into it and I'm hoping that once I'm there something will change in me. The truth is I'm in the same place I was with my marriage. I'm just going through the motions to get things done and in the moment nothing, not even CIC excites me about California.