Log time no blog. Don't really have a good reason as I why I haven't blogged. I have been flying almost everyday but I have had time on my layovers. The past couple of weeks have been bananas!
I worked a trip with a crew and it was by far the best four day I have had all year! My only gripe is that I drank every day of the trip and it makes me feel like an alcoholic, lol. Anywho, I worked with my running Coach who I will call Chocolate Ice Cream or CIC for short. CIC and I have been texting back and forth for a while in what I thought was a total platonic relationship but he has definitely spelled it out for me that he finds me very attractive. Glad to see that some of my naivety is fading away. Anywho, CIC is pretty damn attractive on paper. Well educated, chocolate, athletic, a total and complete gentleman and sweetheart, established, fun, etc. etc.
If my husband is supposed to be my 80% and CIC my 20% then I must be wrong on my math because CIC is pretty sick (in a bad ass way of course). But before we sign CIC off as the total package there are drawbacks. I am not sure we would mesh well as a couple as far as our interests, he is 41 years old, he is just now coming into who he wants to be, and well, we all know by now that I am not the relationship type. I am not in the mood to get to know anyone else, fall in love, or fuck (that may just be the current state of affairs). I don't care to be in relationships with people, especially romantic ones. Why? Time, money, effort, blah blah blah...let's face it. I'm pretty lazy when it comes to sharing myself with others. Speaking of which, I need to connect with my family more. This loner thing is hard to balance with love.
Anywho, so I work this trip with him and we have sooo much fun together. Like, I can't stop thinking of him and how we should hang out. I have to becareful though because I don't want him to think he has a chance with me. I think I have made this pretty clear. The point is I drank myself under the table on that trip. I wanted to lay off but then Thanksgiving rolled around...oh boy.
So here was the drama. I was done with a 3-day trip on Thanksgiving morning and I didn't really feel any desire to spend Thanksgiving with my family especially my husband. After I boarded the plane to go home I had this strong feeling inside of me that wanted to get off the plane running. I thought if I stayed on the plane I was choosing my relationship. But on a non-deep level, I just didn't feel like having the typical thanksgiving my family has let alone staring at my husband do nothing and sink into himself. So, what did I do...I ran off the plane and at the last minute too. I felt such a sense of relief. Earlier in the day I updated my facebook status by asking if anyone would put my up in MSP if I got stuck. I got sooo many offers and there were even two people fighting over my presence. It was great!
I ended up going to a friend's house. This friend will be known as The Eastern King (PTW reference) or TEK for short. TEK is meant to be with my soul in this lifetime. He is so evolved and great at being in the moment. I have the most fun whenever I am with him. I can be myself with him and not care about anything in the world. What an amazing person! When I got injured (My Injury) he was the first person I thought to call in MSP to help and he dropped everything to come to rescue. Never had a friend like that before and I don't want to anything to lose him. The ironic part is that we were in flight attendant training class together but we weren't ready for each other at the time. We both had a lot of growing and learning to do.
Anywho, The Eastern King invited me over to his families house for the holiday and I started drinking at 12pm and didn't stop until about 2300. I don't think I had every drank that long before in my life. His family is awesome and I would love to be the kind of parents his aunt and uncle are one day. He lives with his aunt and uncle and I have been there several times. I also enjoy their family, especially their amazing children. I had such a great time, best Thanksgiving in a long time. I was in a food coma by like 1600...yes we had already eaten and that was probably the earliest I had ever eaten on Thanksgiving. It was quite nice. After that we went to The Gnome's house. He is one of our captains. We ate more food and drank for alcohol. I danced the night away and the night ended with a stop through the white castle drive thru...
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