Back, Back, Back, and Forth

Oh boy...

Per my last blog, I had left CIC once again.   That poor man.  That "break-up" lasted for about a week or so.  I don't even remember how long it was because guess what?  I went right back.  How can I describe what it's like to try to separate from this man in any way?  How I can begin to explain to you why I feel like I have been waiting for him my whole life?  What words could I possibly use to get to you to understand that I know I have missed him for hundreds or maybe even thousands of years?  I am just not sure how to find those words for you.  What I do know is that we have been reunited and yes, it feels so good.  We are happier than ever together and I don't want him out of my life ever again.

I have never had a problem walking away from something in my life, be it good or bad.   I am usually pretty good at going cold turkey on someone or something.  I can't seem to do with with CIC.

In other news, I am going to look at some a couple different apartments today.  I have to move out before the end of next month.  I am really excited to start my new journey in my new space all alone.  That right, all alone.  I can't bring my cat with me because the truth is that she makes me sick.  Talking about my cat allergies of course.  I can't be around her longer than ten minutes without itchy skin and a stuffy nose.  Onyxia is a sweetheart but she is definitely my roommate's cat.  I'll talk more about my roommate when the time is right.  Just know for now that I won't be having this roommate much longer and THANK GOD!!!!!

So much to say, so little time.